a bit of the old ultraviolet.

I just went through a hypnotic like trance state session which put all my old sad stories of loss in a basket and then took them away and then filled my womb  up with water and a diamond shooting gold light up my spine until I saw a color of my own choosing in my mind, which turned out to be ultraviolet and I’m supposed to think of it every time now before I go to bed.

then she gave me my imaginary basket back and wrapped a poem around it which has yet to be written, but there will no longer be the empty space or the cavity in my heart for my spirit that has been missing. I am now free to be the Abby I was always meant to be.

so yeah, sorry I wasn’t real helpful, but I’ve been busy.